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2006-10-08T04:01:00.000+13:00

visit my new blog po!!!
http://trykillingme.blogspot.com
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omg

2005-10-28T09:41:00.000+13:00

i still cant understand why people just seem to never have faith in me
many years had passed and im still here, breathing, giving my all
i have shown my worth, my patience, till it almost dried me up
isnt that enough for them to simply believe me?
what more do i need to do to prove myself to them?
it cant always be like this, i seem to grow in a world of lies
a world where the only truth is know is her and what we hold
all of them are lies, faith and trust is nowhere to be found inside their minds
but for all they know, trust comes from the heart, faith as well
give them a candle they art to hold, to take care of
the candle will lose its glow, will fade away and die
give them the heavens and the stars to protect, to cherish
and they cant even understand the real meaning of light
its hard for them to appreciate real beauty and elegance
they cant even distinguish fiction from reality
i am creating a world of my own, as perfect as it can be for her
and they do not believe that i can, that it is possible
that is because for the simple truth of not knowing
not knowing real beauty, beauty they had never seen
everything is possible with love, with commitment, with faith
but for those who do not even believe in what reality holds for them
nothing is possible, nothing is reachable, nothing is achieved
i had worked my heart out, my body tired from punishment of everyday work
i had given blood, sweat and tears to earn a simple drop of respect
i had given my all to achieve a little amount of affection
i had pursued my wildest dreams, encouraged my greatest emotions
all these i had done to build around her dreams of perfection
dreams to other men cant even seem to be thinkable
everything i had done had been my soul's greatest desires
all i had learned from all these years are all my mind's sought for wisdom
all these that i have, all i will achieve are my heart's collective dream
but yet it seemed to be incomplete, it seemed to be insufficient
all these are nothing without someone who believes in you
joys and pleasures are nothing if there is no one for you to share it with
falls and defeats are no learning experiences with no one to catch you
but give me someone to tell me i had succeeded, that i had achieved
give me someone who believes in me, who knows my greatest emotions
then, i had conquered love, i had known love, and i had loved..

what does love mean?

2005-10-19T00:04:00.000+13:00

Wake Me Up When September Ends
Green Day

One Last Breath
Creed

Harder To Breathe
Maroon 5

imperfection

2005-10-15T04:19:00.000+13:00

kulang na kulang na nga ako

di sapat yung kaya ko ibigay

di ko pa rin ginagawa lahat ng kaya ko!

nakakasakit lang ako!

ta***na!

... part 2

2005-10-07T22:42:00.000+13:00

and now everything's beginning to make sense

everything's beginning to mold reason

but i know it doesn't stop here, no it doesn't

still new fears to face, greater love to cherish

fly and feel free, that's what i seem to be doing

it's greater feelings i'm having

the thought of being with her forever

being the man she always wanted to be with

i want to be everything i can be

yet i don't want to be perfect

i don't want to be a fantastic dream coming true

i don't want to be someone fake

i'd love her to cherish my flaws

for in my flaws i build my dignity and my shame

let me feel what you think

for all i know

i am at the greatest love my life could ever feel

think about this

LOVE IS SOMETHING ENJOYED!

happy monthsary, hella!

...

2005-10-02T16:19:00.000+13:00

if only you were mine

i wish i were a butterfly, so beautiful, so free
so i could ease your pain with just a simple glance at me
i wish i were a tree, so strong and tall, so tough and wide
so i could give you shade and comfort from the sun's harsh light
i wish i were a love song that is heart-felt and endless
so i could be your life's melody and your happiness
i wish i were the wind, so cool and very refreshing
so i could follow forever to wherever life brings
i wish i were an angel of God, so kind and so warm
so i could watch over you as the day goes by with charm
all these i wish, and i hope someday all these would be
so i could be a simple box of joy and love to thee

and if only i were to fly high, i would reach the sky so blue
so i could pinch a piece of cloud and bring it home to you
and if only i were to sing, let your name be my melody
i would sing my lungs out and offer all the voice in me
and if i were to cry, then i would choose to be with you
so i could lay on your shoulders and set free all my gloom
and if i were to lose you, i would rather choose to die
so i would not feel the pain of emptiness in my life
and if i were to die, i would choose to be in your heart
so i could die saying, love remains even if we're apart

and if i were not to fulfill these, i should be thankful

that you were the greatest love of my heart, body and soul

love is what it is

2005-09-25T06:00:00.000+13:00

im happy for a certain reason nobody else can comprehend
well to its simplicity, i was able to be with her for a whole night
but going beyond what lies that night is a different story
i had grasped at the true meaning of emotions no one had ever seek
i had known what every one else seemed to have fought to know
i had the courage to hold on for life's sake and quench my desire
my desire to live and breathe in what she does
my desire to understand the yearnings and the joys
the sacrifices, trials, and never-ending falls
the triumphs, success and the pledge of victory
my desire to understand and share her pain and hurtings
my desire to be one with such a beatiful lady and a wonderful companion
my desire to be one with her, heart and soul, mind and body
she is all i ever needed to fill up my empty spaces
she is all i ever needed to fully understand who i am
and now i that i have her, it seemed to be just the beginning
nothing will change, nothing will be ignored, nothing will be ended
everytime i hold her with my hands gives me the chill nobody else can
it gives me a chill of burning sensation running through my body
ironic it may seem but this is how i feel
this is what it supposed to feel like
nobody set rules on how love should feel like
nobody told us that love is a sensation so fully understood
nobody knew how love taste, how it actually looks like or sounds
nobody knows what actually comprises man's greatest emotions
but i have sought to know more than what i eternally feel
and as of now, i feel triumphant
i feel blessed to have been given the chance
the chance to know what i feel and the chance to know how God works
the chance to know how He wants me to live my life
and He shows to me a path towards a wonderful woman
a woman so simple, so worthy of love
that i offer to her my self, my life in love and passion
i offer my life in commitment and faith
i offer my life to her to what little sanity it remains
but for all i know, if i maybe so insane to have said all these things
i tell you, those who have not felt what i am feeling
those who have not understand life and love
those who have not ceaselife at one time to mingle
you are more crazy than i really am
for i have conqured one of the greatest questions of life

what is love?

have you defined yours already?

buhay UP

2005-09-11T22:04:00.000+13:00

takteng yan!

hirap ng buhay
parang mga tao dun perpekto
daming competition left and right
sbi nga ng pinsan ko
"pagpasok mo ng UP, wag mo isipin na magaling ka kasi
lahat kayo dun matalino."
and as the saying goes,
"the bad thing in life is, you'll always find someone better than you!"
ay hirap tlga!
di pa nga tapos first sem eh..
tapos bio pa course ko..
well trip ko ang chem..
madali lng ang math11..
nakaktamad ang bio1 lect..
masaya ang bio laboratory..
azteeg ang socsci, galing ng prof..

ang kulet ng buhay UP..

hirap pero masaya!

kaya ko to!

masaya ko kapag...

2005-08-06T13:30:00.000+13:00

masaya ako

kapag kasama kita

kapag lagi kang nadyan

kapag kinukulit mo ko

kapag nagtetext ka

kapag kausap kita sa phone

kapag nagsesend ka ng quote

kapag nakikita kita

kapag kachat kita

kapag nakain tayong dalawa

kapag nagaaral at tinuturuan kita

kapag nagkukwento ka

kapag kumakanta ka

kapag iniinis mo ko

kapag tumatawa ka

kapag nginingitian mo ko

kapag wala tayong magawa

kapag pumapasa ka sa exam

kapag maganda grades mo

kapag lagi kang okay

kapag wala kang sakit

masaya ko kapag tinatawag mo ko kahit wala namang dahilan

masaya ako

sana mapatawad mo ko

lagi kita naaalala kahit hindi man halata

mahal kita

pasensya na

kagabi lang..

2005-07-10T10:45:00.000+13:00

wala magawa kagabi tskapauwi na uli me sa los banos
kaya naisipan kong sunduin yung kapatid ko tapos punta kame sm...
eh di sinundo ko siya mga 6pm yun,, sakay kame bus..
ang kulet sobrang lamig sa bus..

nakarating kame ng sm mga 7pm..
ang daming tao kasi nandoon ang hale..
kahit papano eh nasulyapan ko sila..
so gumala na kame ng kapatid ko..

pumunta kame ng national bookstore..
as usual magulo sa nbs at nagkalat ang mga
taong uhaw sa mga pampaaralang gamit
lakad lakad tingin tingin hanggang sa makabili

tapos pumunta naman kame ng department store
binili ko siya ng shades.. azteeg retrong retro yung look
ang gulo nga, lahat ata nung shades nasukat na namen..

tapos pumunta naman kame ng bench..
lahat naman ng pabango inispray saken para maamoy
walang napili...

lumipat kame ng penshoppe..
ayun, spray spray ule..
halos maubos yung laman nung mga tester nila aba..
wala talagang magandang amoy
san kame bumagsak?

sa cologne..

ayun..

tapos bumili kame ng brownies para iuwi kay mama
quickly para sa aming dalawa
sumakit nga ngipin niya kasi anlamig..

tapos lumabas na kame..
pinapauwi na siya ni lola eh..
ayun..

traffic..
anlamig pa rin sa bus..
gininaw ako eh..

mga 9pm nasa bahay na nila kame..
stay ng konti,,
tapos naarbor ko yung white hankie ng sis ko..
azteeg may personal message pa
plus autograph..

artistang artista dating..

wala lang.. nakwento ko lang..

kasi masaya ko..

missyah..

happy 19th monthsary yummy

2005-06-07T21:45:00.000+13:00

I'll Still Be Loving You
by Restless Heart

changing my life with your love,
has been so easy for you
and i'm amazed everyday
and i'll need you

till all the mountains are valleys
and every ocean is dry, my love
i'll be yours until the sun doesn't shine
till time stands still
until the winds don't blow

when today is just a memory to me,
i know i'll still be lovin
i'll still be lovin you
i'll still be lovin you

never before did i know
how loving someone could be
now i can see you and me for a lifetime
until the last moon is rising
you'll see the love in my eye my love

i'll be yours until the sun doesn't shine
till time stands still
until the winds don't blow

I'll Still Be Loving You
by Restless Heart

when today is just a memory to me
i know i'll still be lovin
i'll still be lovin
i'll still be lovin you

i'll be yours until the sun doesn't shine
till time stands still
until the winds don't blow

when today is just a memory to me
i know i'll still be lovin
i'll still be lovin you

i'll still be lovin you

happy monthsary yummy

2005-06-07T21:40:00.000+13:00

i watch you as you sleep
i think about tommorow
and pray you'll never go
somewhere i couldn't follow
young as we are now
we won't live forever, sad but true
if you went away
i'd still be loving you
still b wanting you
looking in your eyes
i see our children's children
sure as the sun will rise
together we shall see them
but if this can not be
time won't change
the way i feel, it's true
if only you knew

i'd still be loving you
still b wanting you
even if you weren't mine
you know i couldn't love you better
and even if you were dying
i wouldn't care, i'll be there
for always
still be loving you
still be wanting you

iloveyou princess!
happy 19th monthsary!

walang nangyari

2005-06-05T22:02:00.000+13:00

parang walang nangyari...
walang bagong tag...
walang bagong comment...
wala man lang nangyari...
ilang araw din akong di nag-online...
pero walang nangyari...
wala na bang nakakaalala sa kin...
wala na bang nagmamahal?

masaya ko..

2005-06-03T00:14:00.000+13:00

1 message received:

sana di ka na mawala saken..
maraming beses na kong malungkot
na ikaw lang ang nagpasaya saken
alam ko masaya ko dahil sayo
sana masaya ka rin

sender:
kuya mo po...
+639193582225

alam ko po na alam mong ikaw yan...
salamat sa yo...
napapsaya mo ko...

para sa prinsesa ko

2005-06-02T19:20:00.000+13:00

halika na
iyong lunurin ang problema't kalimutan

may tanong pa ba?
di na kailangang mag-isip
pagkat bughaw ang ating langit

malapit na akong matunaw
puso ko't damdamin ay sumisigaw

dahil ako'y nasasabik
sa muli mong pagdampi sa aking labi
pagkat ngayo'y hinahanap hanap pa rin
ang iyong tamis sa tuwi-tuwina

darating kaya ang araw

2005-06-01T18:00:00.000+13:00

darating kaya ang araw na...

...na may 4-pt shot na sa basketball

...na pwede nang magbayad ng tseke o credit card sa jeep

...na magbabati na ang ABS-CBN at GMA-7

...na makikita na ang hidden valley at ang hidden spring

...na ang pag-apak at ang brutal na pagpatay sa ipis ay makasuhan ng murder

...na magkaroon na ng puting langgam dahil nakakasawa na ang itim at pula

...na meron ng Jack 'n Jill Piattos na bubblegum flavor o di kaya macapuno

...na ang softdrinks ay wala na sa bote at available na sa tetra packs o di kaya ay powder na tinitimpla

...na magkakasnow sa Pinas lalo na kapag summer

...na sinuswelduhan na ang mga students ng per hour sa pagpasok nila sa school

...na ang larong jack en poy ay meron na ring machine gun, itak, laser gun, chain saw, kanyon, at iba pang weapons pero pwede ring suklay, blower at plantsa kung babae ang naglalaro

...na lalaki na ang model ng Sunsilk at Creamsilk sa mga sachet ng shampoo at conditioner nila

na ang mentos ay may panlalaki't pambabaeng version na:
LALAKI = MENTOS
BABAE = WOMENTOS

...na tulog ang tao sa umaga at lahat ng ginagawa ay sa gabi na, kung sa gayon, kung gising ako sa gabi ay hindi na iyon matatawag na... PAGPUPUYAT!

sa ngayon ay yan muna, nais ko lamang mangarap ng mga bagay na sa ngayon ay hindi ko tlga alam kung pwede... pero isa lang ang alam ko, hindi na darating ang araw na iiwanan ko ang kapatid ko, pati rin syempre ang prinsesa ko... mahal ko kayong pareho...

pano kaya?

2005-05-30T22:37:00.000+13:00

magahapon din akong nakakulong dito sa bahay...
actually 2 weeks na lang at punta na ko sa dorm ko...
iniisip ko sana na sa loob ng two weeks eh makaipon man lang ako..
pero hindi ko talaga maisip kung paano..

Eto proving oh:

.: GEOMETRY :.

Prove: Pag bakasyon, dumadami utang!

1. Pagbakasyon <---- walang pasok!

2. Pag walang pasok <---- walang allowance!

3. Pag walang allowance <----- hindi makaipon!

4. Hindi makaipon <---- summer job!

5. Summer job <---- mahirap!

6. Tapos biglaang date <---- walang panlibre

7. Walang panlibre <---- one week para mag-ipon!

8. One week na <---- walang naipon!

9. Walang naipon <---- MANGUNGUTANG!

I therefore conclude na pagbakasyon, dumadami utang!

BAKASYON = MADAMING UTANG!

PANO KAYA AKO MAGKAKAPERA?

IKAW BA ANG SOLUSYON? ANG PAG-ASA?

KUNG OO, HALA SIGE! COMMENT NA!

tinawag nya kong kuya!

2005-05-23T01:46:00.000+13:00

my bestfriend called me up just a moment ago, at exactly 10:53pm... well she just wanted me to let her cellphone ring because she can't find it.. and so i did... we were laughing our lungs out as she argues with her little sister, asking her to admit that she was the one who hid the cellphone..

well, so much for that..

so we had some laughs surely... i was teasing her and she was like, "ang yabang mo..." and i do dare to keep in my memory forever the next word i heard, "...kuya!" she actually called me kuya... i miss that... it's been a long time since i heard that from her... the way she uttered that seemed to had never cease to make me happy... and how it makes me feel so loved is just undescribable.. well,i admit i ain't that complete to her.. i ain't that good... i just can't say im the best! but everytime i hear her call me that, i just can't help but feel so cherished... i can't help but be amazed with how friendship and love works... it really feels good to hear that from her after a long time... i know everything happens for a reason, and today is the result of what you had made in the past... i know i can't bring back the past.. but i surely would do anything to get her back... i'd love to hear more from her... her thought, her fears, her happiness and joy, her struggles and pain... i'd love to hear all those.. most especially id love to hear this from her, "iloveyou, kuya!"... maybe i'd like to hear that from her again even on the day i am to die...

and so as i hang up the phone, i said, "salamat sa pagtawag ng kuya!"

May 23, 2004 | 12:09am | she called me kuya!

Happy monthsarry, sis! iloveyou! :)

check it out!

2005-05-18T20:39:00.000+13:00

spongecola wallpapers

para sa spongecola fans

2005-05-16T03:44:00.000+13:00

sa muli mong pagdampi

2005-05-14T16:06:00.000+13:00

nais kong gawin lahat kasama ka..
at wala nang iba pa..
pero hindi ko mapigilang mapaluha..
mapaluha ng mga bagay
na tila gustong pumigil sa atin..
nais kong panghabangbuhay na hawakan
ang iyong mga kamay..
nais kong tila angkinin ka ng buong-buo..
pero pilit na may nagsasabi sa akin
na hindi pa sapat lahat ng ginagawa ko..
hindi pa rin ako sapat,
sapat para sa isang prinsesang tulad mo..
nais kong mapasaakin ka
ngunit kahit ako'y hindi maibigay ang sarili sa iyo..
nais kong bigyang pansin mo ako
ngunit kahit ako'y wala sa tabi mo..
nais kong ako lamang ang lamanin ng puso mo
ngunit kahit ako'y hindi naman napapakita sa'yong pagmamahal ko..
kulang na kulang at tila walang kuwenta..

hindiko maintindihan kung bakit nasasaktan ako..
ayaw kong maramdaman ito dahil tila paubos na ang luha ko..
gusto kong pagsilbihan ang isang pronsesang tulad mo..
ibigay ang bawat oras at bawat pagtibok ng puso ko
sa pagbibigay ng ligaya at tuwa sa buhay mo..
gusto kong magsilbing liwanag
sa bawat madilim na lansangang tatahakin mo..
nais kong magsilbing matalik na kaibigan
sa bawat pagsubok at pagkabigong dadanasin mo..
nais kong maging iyong kasiyahan at kuhanan ng lakas
sa bawat pagpatak ng luha sa mga mata mo..
nais kong maging pag-asa at pananalig
sa bawat paglubog ng araw sa bawat gabing haharapin..
nais kong maging tala sa mga madidilim na gabi
at maging gabay patungo sa isang bagong pagsibol..
nais kong maging musika na tangi mong maririnig
sa mga oras na gulo lamang ng mundo ang naririnig mo..
nais kong maging magandang larawan na tangi mong masusulyapan
sa tuwing dilim ng mundo ang hinaharap mo..
nais kong magsilbing mga kamay na hahawakan mo
sa bawat lamig ng gabing hahaplos sa balat mo..
nais kong maging iyong mga mata
at ipakita sa iyo ang tunay na kulay ng pagmamahal..
nais kong maging iyong mga paa
at dalhin ka sa isang mundong tanging tayong dalawa ang makakaalam..
nais kong maging iyong ngiti na tila
babalot sa bawat umagang kay ganda..
nais kong maging ang iyong pagtawa't galak
sa tuwing makakasama mo ang mga tunay na kaibigan ng buhay..
nais kong maging iyong puso
at ipadama sa iyo ang tunay na pagmamahal..

nais kong maging lahat ng ito..

nais kong magin lahat ng ito..
sa mga oras na hawak ko ang kamay mo
sa mga oras na ang mga mata mo'y sa akin sumusulyap
sa mga oras na tanging boses mo ang naririnig
sa mga oras na tanging ang ngiti mo ang ligaya ko
sa mga oras na umiidlip ka sa mga braso ko
sa mga oras na tanging ikaw at ako ang laman ng paraiso
sa mga oras na minamahal kita..
at iyon ay sa bawat oras ng buhay mo..

nais kong magin lahat ng ito..
sa bawat mong pagdampi sa mga labi ko..

ipapakita ko sa iyong mahal kita higit pa sa inaakala mo
sa muli mong pagdampi sa aking labi

limang araw na

2005-05-14T02:10:00.000+13:00

limang araw na niya akong tinetext..
hindi ako makareply kasi wala ako load..
galit na ata siya..
napapansin ko lang sa text niya na medyo inis na siya..
kaso wala talaga ako load..
galit ka po ba, _mrh_zeroseven_?

gustong gusto kitang makausap..
gusto kitang hawakan..
alam ko nakakainis ako..

kaya sa mga taong nakakabasa nito,
penge naman load, pls..

hala!
nagtext siya ngayon ule!
9:43 pm
di ako nakareply..
galit na nga..
wala man lang iloveyou sa text..
galit na po talaga siya..

patawad na po..

kaya para ule sa mga taong nakakabasa nito,
penge naman load, pls..

0919.358.222.5

maawa na kayo!

spongecola

2005-05-11T21:45:00.000+13:00

sensya na sa jpeg na to ha..
mga 15mins lng yan eh..
walang magawa eh..
pero sana nagustuhan niyo..
rate niyo ito ha..
just make some comments people..
thank you..

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just the way she is...

2005-05-11T20:51:00.000+13:00

i wrote this piece of memory yesternight at exactly 10:24 pm...
didn't have time to post it so i'm just posting it now..

you're the best, marj...

i'm playing a song in my computer right now and talking to my sister at the same time on the phone.. i'm just so glad to have talk to her right now.. i wish i could hold and freeze this time on my mind... i'd love to reminisce about this forever... i never want this moment to go away from me.. i want to hold it in my hand and feel it before it's gone... its one of those simple things i love doing about her... just talking on the phone with her... but actually i'm not talking to her right now, i'm just holding the phone and we are listening to the songs i'm playing... i love feeling her presence with me.. i love being with her... and i just feel so good because we haven't talk for days now... and i'm starting to cry.. i just never wanted to lose her... i would never do anything to lose her... i'm going to lose my life when that happens.. i hope to spend with her the rest of my life.. and never would i neglect any chance i can have to be with her... but this moment will just soon pass by.. i'll be hanging up the phone... and i'll be sleeping.. everything will just be memory.. but in my heart forever will remain the moment.. the shape of her face, the twinkle in her eyes, the smile i get when i say something good to her, the way she teases me with things, the way we talk for hours, the way she never forgets to check up on me, the way she holds my hand everytime we are together, the way she shows care in the most unique way, the way she shows me life, the way she gave me friendship, the way she makes me feel special, the way she makes my heart beat faster, the way she murmurs my name, the way she calls me kuya, just the way she is....

imissyou...

para sa sja batch 05

2005-05-11T12:56:00.000+13:00

WHAT: SJA ALUMNI HOME COMING MEETING

WHERE: St. Joseph's Academy

WHO: Sja Alumni Batch 2005

WHEN: May 12, 2005| 10:00 am

* This meeting will be all about the SJA Alumni Homecoming that is to be held on May 15, 2005 at the SJA Activity Hall. Please try to come and help in making the celebration possible.

* Please bring alotted money for registration and for the alumni t-shirt

* For more inquiries, pls. call Mr. Philip See at 8298941

spongecola

2005-05-10T18:36:00.000+13:00

spongecola rulez!

for more pictures of spongecola

please join the spongecola yahoo! group

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jeepney

2005-05-10T18:22:00.000+13:00

jeepney
spongecola

bumaba ako sa jeepney
kung saan tayo dating magkatabi
magkahalikang pisngi nating dalawa
nating dalawa

panyo mo sa aking bulsa
o ang kahapo'y naroon pa rin
tawa nating humahalay
sa init nating dalawa

subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na

naaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

kulay ng iyong ngiti
at tikwas ng iyong buhok
ang lambot ng iyong labi
ng iyong labi

kahit anino mo sa malayo
ay nais masulyapahan
upang mapawi ang lamig

subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na

naaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na

naaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

naaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

naaalala... naaalala... naaalala
dungawin ang araw

to my bestfriend

2005-05-10T15:18:00.000+13:00

I'll Never Go

...........

You always ask me

Those words I say

And telling me what it means to me

Every single day

You always act this way

For how many times I told you

I love you

For this is all I know

Come to me and hold me

And you will see

The love I give

For you still hold the key

Every single day

You always act this way

For how many times I told you

I love you

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

Even the sky will tell you

That I need you so

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

Come to me and hold me

And you will see

The love I give

For you still hold the key

Every single day

You always act this way

For how many times I told you

I love you

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

Even the sky will tell you

That I need you so

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

I'll never go far away from you

Even the sky will tell you

That I need you so

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

I'll never go far away from you

Even the sky will tell you

That I need you so

For this is all I know

I'll never go far away from you

I'll never go

I'll never go away

...........

i miss you sis! lovesyah!

a short story... uncut...

2005-05-09T21:29:00.000+13:00

My troubled Angel...

My girlfriend killed herself yesterday.

I don't know how long I sat at the park, reading and re-reading the note she left at my office.

Her beautiful handwriting making her actions seem so reasonable and justified.

I can't believe she has gone. Less than two days ago, we were making beautiful love on her bed. The thought of suicide never even entered my head when her name was spoken. She was always so happy, so optimistic. We talked about leaving our lives behind, and moving overseas to start a new life together, it almost seemed a realistic possibility.

It was meant to be her 24th birthday tomorrow, I had brought her present over a month ago, hid it in my office, where I knew it would be safe.It was a key. A key to a new apartment for her. I had paid the money out front so that she could live there without paying rent. I would do anything for her. God, I even had the key inscribed, it read- 'To my darling-for a life of luxury'

I had the apartment fully furnished and little presents hidden throughout it. The flowers were to be delivered fresh tomorrow morning, so that when I saw her at lunch, I could take her to her new home, and the smell of fresh flowers would welcome us both.

Red and white roses they were. Red for my love and the white for my respect of her. I wonder what colour the funeral flowers will be? Will they take care, and respect the beautiful woman I love so dearly? Will they destroy her dignity? I cannot bear to think of her lying there, alone and cold in a wooden box for all eternity. She was too good to die.

Why could I not see the signs? Where there signs there that I simply refused to see?

How many times had I looked into her beautiful dark blue eyes and not spotted a thing?

Did she know what lay ahead of her as I held her so tenderly the afternoon before?

Was that goodbye?

I will never know. For now, I have to mask my grief, and act like I know nothing, for my children would not understand why their daddy is upset.

And my wife. She will not know that when I look at her tonight and the tears well up in my eyes, it will not be for my love of her (I do love her) but for my beautiful, secret girlfriend that I will grieve for eternally, until I am rejoined with her.

umulan kanina

2005-05-09T17:51:00.000+13:00

umulan pala kanina ano?
akalain mo nga naman..
summer nga ang tawag sa panahon ngeon..

ngon-line ako ngeon upang ayusin tong blog ko..
pero syempre nanood muna ako ng meteor graden..
akalain mo bang nanonood ako nun..
kaya ito.. muli ko na namang pinakikinggan ang Dragonfly ng Spongecola..
nakakatuwa at di siya nakakasawa..
isipin mo ba naman na ito lng ang soundtrip na alam ko..

kaya ito.. walang magawa..

unti unti nang nabubuo itong blog site ko..
nalagyan ko nang tagboard na bigay ng libre ng cbox..
meron na rin online clock sponsored by clocklink..
nalagyan ko na rin ng picture sa tulong ng photobucket..
pede naman siguro to lagyan ng sounds..
at baka instrumental na ring Dragonfly o ng Lunes
ang ilalagay ko..

kaya sa mga tumulong, tumutulong, at mga tutulong pa sa pagpapaganda ng blog na to,
handog ko sa inyo ang aking pakikidalamhati..
ay pasasalamat pala..

pero malay niyo may mangyaring masama..
(wag naman sana! Amen!)

chalamatz!

UPLB Girl Part 2

2005-05-09T02:08:00.000+13:00

magandang madaling araw mga giliw kong tagabasa..

kayo ngayon ay sasaksi sa pamamagitan ng inyong mga imahinasyon ng ating dulang pinamagatang

UPLB Girl!

araw araw ay sinubukan kong itext si Tsupeta.. (ang bantot tlga!) ngunit walang pagbabago! hindi pa rin siya marunong sumagot.. ginawan ko na ng paraan na minu-minuto ay imiss call siya..(sa mga nakakaalam ng tagalog muli ng miscol, pls tag!) ngunit tila wala siyang naririnig.. nakatahimik siguro ang kanyang cellphone..(di ko pa rin lam tagalog ng cellphone!) baka siguro nakatahimik ito..(silent mode!)

hanggang ngayon ay di ko pa rin maintindihan kung bakit ibibgay ng isang babae ang kanyang numero sa isang lalake ngunit wala naman ata siyang balak magreply!

kung ikaw ang nakakaalam ng dahilan..

maaari lamang ipagbigay alam sa kinauukulan..

University of the Philippines, Los Baños

muli inyong antabayan ang susunod nating kabanata sa dulang pinamagatang

UPLB Girl!

maya maya gigising na ko

2005-05-09T01:57:00.000+13:00

maya mayang mga 5 ng umaga kelangan n gumising..
eh hindi pa nga ko natutulog eh..
aalis pala sila mama mayang mga 6 ng umaga..
pupunta daw ng divisoria..
mamimili ng school supplies..
may tindahan kasi kame mga giliw kong tagabasa..
kaya ayun.. ako na naman ang magbabantay sa tindahan..
kaya ngaun, sinusulit ko na..
chat to the max!
dahil mamaya ay wala ng hinto ang pagod ko!

buti na lang may Mc Donald's Happy Meal!
i'm loving it!

one love story, 100 days

2005-05-09T00:09:00.000+13:00

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park
doing
nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
their friends are having fun with their beloved
half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend
now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the only person who isn't with a date now. (both
sigh in silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You'll be my
boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your
girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plans for
the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward
to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is
a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy. Peter and Tina went into the haunted house
and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of
Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in
to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play
a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just
said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their first kiss with each other just as the sun
is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding to have a walk around the city. They
sit down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Just now down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over
his face and her apple juice still in his hands.
The ambulance came and she went to the hospital
with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
He is still breathing now but God would take him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak
but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with you during all these days. Although you may
be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these all brought happiness into my life. I have
realize that you are a really cute girl and
blamed myself for never taken the time to
knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for,
but I just wish that we can extend the day. I
want to be your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me all
the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't
leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart
stopped beating. It was 100 days.

NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return

UPLB Girl

2005-05-08T14:16:00.000+13:00

ika 3 ng mayo taong dalawang libo't lima

gumising ako ng alas tres ng madaling araw upang magtungo sa aking susunod na Alma Mater!

University of the Philippines, Los Baños!

doon, habang kasalukuyan akong nakapila upang humingi ng medical permit ay may nasulyapan akong isang babae.. sa aking pakikinig sa usapan ng mag-ina, aking napag alaman na ang babaeng iyon ay papasok rin doon sa parehong kurso na aking tatahakin..

(makalipas ang napakahabang pila)

sa wakas, ako'y nasa medical na! agad kong inumpisahan ang muling pagpila upang agad na makapagparehistro at mabayaran ang aking matrikula.. sa ika pitong istasyon ng medical, sa aking malaking pagkagulat, ay tinanong niya kung ano ang numero na ibinigay sa akin ng nars.. siya ay numero 59 at ako naman ay numero 60.. kaya, sa pila patungo sa ika walong istasyon ay magkasunod kami.. sa haba ng pila ay hindi namin maiwasan na magkwentuhan.. itago na lang natin siya sa ngalang Tsupeta.. nakatira sa *Laguna! (*malapit lang! eh dun nga yun eh!) lumipas ang mga minuto at unti unti nang umikli ang pila.. malapit nang tawagin ang numero niya.. ngunit bago ang lahat ay binigay niya muna ang numero ng kanyang cellphone sa akin.. (ano ba tagalog ng cellphone? sa mga nakakaalam, tag naman kayo!) at ayun na nga.. tinawag na ang kanyang numero..

agad akong nagtungo sa opisina ng registrar upang matapos na ang aking pagrerehistro.. nagkita kaming muli roon.. nakapila upang malaman ang aming iskedyul at ang aming block.. ako ay block W4 at siya ay U4 naman.. (ata?) at doon nga kami ay naghiwalay..

ngayon, anong meron sa istorya ko?

napapaisip lamang ako mga giliw kong tagabasa..

bakit kaya niya ibinigay ang numero ng kanyang cellphone kung ang taray taray naman niya sa text?

abangan ang susunod na kabanata ng ating dulang pinamagatang

UPLB Girl!

it's jezza's birthday

2005-05-08T13:16:00.000+13:00

yah, it is jezza's birthday today.. and i just can't go to her house this 3pm.. well, it's also mother's day and my brother already had plans for my family to go and celebrate a little something for my mom.. and even if we wouldn't go out.. i think my bro wants me to stay at home at least for this day.. well, not much to do this gloomy afternoon.. not to add up the fact that it's so hot and my fan is broken.. well, maybe i should go and place this computer in the airconditioned room and set myself on chills.. well, that's enough for that!

to my beloved and one and only mom, happy mother's day.. even though i don't say this much, i really really love you ma!

and then came Jezza Abanador.. jeza was my classmate during grade six.. but she unfortunately transferred to another school.. and damn i miss that girl.. well, that boyish look matched with such appeal did make her attractive.. i miss you, tol! well, im so sorry i can't be at your party.. well maybe next time.. just have fun and be happy! it's your day! let's just chat if you would be in irc later.. hope to see you! muahz! again, happy birthday jezza!

for you

2005-05-07T15:07:00.000+13:00

for you i'd give a lifetime of stability
anything you want with me
oh, nothing is impossible
for you there are no words, no way to show my love
or all the thoughts i'm thinking of

'coz this life is no good alone
since we became one i made a change
everything i do now makes sense
all roads end
all i do is for you

for you i share a cup of love that overflows
and anyone who knows us knows
i would change all faults i have
for you there is no low or high or in between
of my heart you haven't seen

'coz i share all i have, i am
nothing said hard to understand
and i feel, i feel deeper still
and always will
all this love is for you

every note that i play
every word i might say
every melody i feel
i ought it for you when you feel
every page that i write
every day of my life
would not be filled without a thing
that my love for you now brings

for you i make a promise of fidelity
now and for eternity
no one could replace this vow
for you i take your hand and heart ang everything
and after that a wedding ring

'coz this life is no good alone
since we became one you're all i know
if these feelings should leave i die
and here's why
all i am is for you
everything i do now makes sense
all roads end
all i do is for you

to my everdearest _mrh_zeroseven_

eighteen months of joy

2005-05-07T14:50:00.000+13:00

its the eighteenth month of spendid years and lifetimes to come..
who would have thought we would last?

wel,, they all thought that we wouldn't and damn still we did..
and i just want to get my hands on those who never believed in us..
get this, i'm gonna hold her in my arms forever..
and if you think 18 months is long enough,
why not think about many more years to come..

and to the woman who filled the colours of my life..
i love you!
i love loving you!
and i would love to love you more and more!
hold you in my arms forever, till eternity..
you are all that i need
and i don't and wouldn't regret spending more and more with you..
you're so wonderful
and so amazing..
you're the most beautiful person who ever walked into my life..
and i am letting you and going to make you stay..
my heart is yours forever..

i love loving you
if that's the last thing i would ever do in this world..

i want to hold her

2005-05-06T22:05:00.000+13:00

i want to hold her in my arms ryt now..
and go get the fun going..
give her some caresses or two and gently slide my hand down her body..

i want her to feel how much i love her..
and get her to play the melody of our lives..

damn!

where is that guitar?
i want to hold her in my arms ryt now..

i dont like what im feelin

2005-05-06T21:49:00.000+13:00

it's actually the sixth day of the fifth month of the fifth year after y2k..
and damn i don't like what i'm feelin..
after some weeks, specifically, june 15, my first day at uplb..
new people.. new environment.. new friends?
nothing will seem to be familiar..

just don't know what's gonna happen to me there..
well, i better get into some thinkin..

but you know why it's hard to be there?

i just don't wanna leave her..

i can't..

i just can't be too far from her..
she's all i've got and damn!
i don't want to leave her
in this world of uncertainty...

i just wanna be there for her..
i never meant any harm..

gonna check this out

2005-05-06T21:38:00.000+13:00

i dont actually know much about blog
but surely after a while this will be good..
check it out people..
consider it underconsruction coz it's not finish yet..

make some comments..
go click on anything..
make some taggie ok?
thanks