Friday, October 28, 2005
omg
i still cant understand why people just seem to never have faith in me many years had passed and im still here, breathing, giving my all i have shown my worth, my patience, till it almost dried me up isnt that enough for them to simply believe me? what more do i need to do to prove myself to them? it cant always be like this, i seem to grow in a world of lies a world where the only truth is know is her and what we hold all of them are lies, faith and trust is nowhere to be found inside their minds but for all they know, trust comes from the heart, faith as well give them a candle they art to hold, to take care of the candle will lose its glow, will fade away and die give them the heavens and the stars to protect, to cherish and they cant even understand the real meaning of light its hard for them to appreciate real beauty and elegance they cant even distinguish fiction from reality i am creating a world of my own, as perfect as it can be for her and they do not believe that i can, that it is possible that is because for the simple truth of not knowing not knowing real beauty, beauty they had never seen everything is possible with love, with commitment, with faith but for those who do not even believe in what reality holds for them nothing is possible, nothing is reachable, nothing is achieved i had worked my heart out, my body tired from punishment of everyday work i had given blood, sweat and tears to earn a simple drop of respect i had given my all to achieve a little amount of affection i had pursued my wildest dreams, encouraged my greatest emotions all these i had done to build around her dreams of perfection dreams to other men cant even seem to be thinkable everything i had done had been my soul's greatest desires all i had learned from all these years are all my mind's sought for wisdom all these that i have, all i will achieve are my heart's collective dream but yet it seemed to be incomplete, it seemed to be insufficient all these are nothing without someone who believes in you joys and pleasures are nothing if there is no one for you to share it with falls and defeats are no learning experiences with no one to catch you but give me someone to tell me i had succeeded, that i had achieved give me someone who believes in me, who knows my greatest emotions then, i had conquered love, i had known love, and i had loved..
_zeroseven_ triggered attack on 10/28/2005 09:41:00 AM
mahal na mahal kita _mrh_zeroseven_
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