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 Friday, October 28, 2005 
omg 
 i still cant understand why people just seem to never have faith in me  many years had passed and im still here, breathing, giving my all  i have shown my worth, my patience, till it almost dried me up  isnt that enough for them to simply believe me?  what more do i need to do to prove myself to them?  it cant always be like this, i seem to grow in a world of lies  a world where the only truth is know is her and what we hold  all of them are lies, faith and trust is nowhere to be found inside their minds  but for all they know, trust comes from the heart, faith as well  give them a candle they art to hold, to take care of  the candle will lose its glow, will fade away and die  give them the heavens and the stars to protect, to cherish  and they cant even understand the real meaning of light  its hard for them to appreciate real beauty and elegance  they cant even distinguish fiction from reality  i am creating a world of my own, as perfect as it can be for her  and they do not believe that i can, that it is possible  that is because for the simple truth of not knowing  not knowing real beauty, beauty they had never seen  everything is possible with love, with commitment, with faith  but for those who do not even believe in what reality holds for them  nothing is possible, nothing is reachable, nothing is achieved  i had worked my heart out, my body tired from punishment of everyday work  i had given blood, sweat and tears to earn a simple drop of respect  i had given my all to achieve a little amount of affection  i had pursued my wildest dreams, encouraged my greatest emotions  all these i had done to build around her dreams of perfection  dreams to other men cant even seem to be thinkable  everything i had done had been my soul's greatest desires  all i had learned from all these years are all my mind's sought for wisdom  all these that i have, all i will achieve are my heart's collective dream  but yet it seemed to be incomplete, it seemed to be insufficient  all these are nothing without someone who believes in you  joys and pleasures are nothing if there is no one for you to share it with  falls and defeats are no learning experiences with no one to catch you  but give me someone to tell me i had succeeded, that i had achieved  give me someone who believes in me, who knows my greatest emotions  then, i had conquered love, i had known love, and i had loved.. 
 
 
_zeroseven_ triggered attack on 10/28/2005 09:41:00 AM
 mahal na mahal kita _mrh_zeroseven_
 
 
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