Battle for Freedom

i wrote this piece of memory yesternight at exactly 10:24 pm...
didn't have time to post it so i'm just posting it now..

you're the best, marj...

i'm playing a song in my computer right now and talking to my sister at the same time on the phone.. i'm just so glad to have talk to her right now.. i wish i could hold and freeze this time on my mind... i'd love to reminisce about this forever... i never want this moment to go away from me.. i want to hold it in my hand and feel it before it's gone... its one of those simple things i love doing about her... just talking on the phone with her... but actually i'm not talking to her right now, i'm just holding the phone and we are listening to the songs i'm playing... i love feeling her presence with me.. i love being with her... and i just feel so good because we haven't talk for days now... and i'm starting to cry.. i just never wanted to lose her... i would never do anything to lose her... i'm going to lose my life when that happens.. i hope to spend with her the rest of my life.. and never would i neglect any chance i can have to be with her... but this moment will just soon pass by.. i'll be hanging up the phone... and i'll be sleeping.. everything will just be memory.. but in my heart forever will remain the moment.. the shape of her face, the twinkle in her eyes, the smile i get when i say something good to her, the way she teases me with things, the way we talk for hours, the way she never forgets to check up on me, the way she holds my hand everytime we are together, the way she shows care in the most unique way, the way she shows me life, the way she gave me friendship, the way she makes me feel special, the way she makes my heart beat faster, the way she murmurs my name, the way she calls me kuya, just the way she is....

imissyou...