my bestfriend called me up just a moment ago, at exactly 10:53pm... well she just wanted me to let her cellphone ring because she can't find it.. and so i did... we were laughing our lungs out as she argues with her little sister, asking her to admit that she was the one who hid the cellphone..

well, so much for that..

so we had some laughs surely... i was teasing her and she was like, "ang yabang mo..." and i do dare to keep in my memory forever the next word i heard, "...kuya!" she actually called me kuya... i miss that... it's been a long time since i heard that from her... the way she uttered that seemed to had never cease to make me happy... and how it makes me feel so loved is just undescribable.. well,i admit i ain't that complete to her.. i ain't that good... i just can't say im the best! but everytime i hear her call me that, i just can't help but feel so cherished... i can't help but be amazed with how friendship and love works... it really feels good to hear that from her after a long time... i know everything happens for a reason, and today is the result of what you had made in the past... i know i can't bring back the past.. but i surely would do anything to get her back... i'd love to hear more from her... her thought, her fears, her happiness and joy, her struggles and pain... i'd love to hear all those.. most especially id love to hear this from her, "iloveyou, kuya!"... maybe i'd like to hear that from her again even on the day i am to die...

and so as i hang up the phone, i said, "salamat sa pagtawag ng kuya!"